| Haven't been on the xanga scene for nearly a year. To tell you the truth, I didn't miss it at all. I am only writing now because I can't sleep. Haven't been able to for 2 days. I hate knowing, but I hate not knowing more.
Brian and I are still together. What? Lexi lasted a year? Somebody give her a medal. Better yet! Somebody give him a medal.
Call me....you know who you are.
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| Today I had to tell a 83 year old man that I admire and respect that he desperately needed a shower. I did it respectfully, but I still felt like a complete ass. I am coming into my own at my job and I couldn't be happier if I were at a hospital. I love my residents and all their crazy quirks. I get really upset when people refer to them as expired when they pass away. I have a mother and daughter living in the same room. Yesterday, the mother passed away.....and she was her daughter's only companion. I just can't get over it. Kinda feel like Debbie Downer as of late. Not gonna lie. I am completely strung out on missing my boyfriend that sometimes I get so anxious I lose control and my heart beats out of my chest and I get really scared. I just miss him terribly. I started singing again. I haven't warmed up and sang a difficult piece in months. Shame on me for wasting time. This has been another weekend update. PS I love you too Cole. |
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| I need a certificate of achievment. I am officially a girl. I have been dating Brian for 2 months and had to say goodbye to him until Christmas and I can barely stand it. I feel this anxiety filling up inside my heart. I have started journaling my thoughts so that he can read where my head has been while he's away. How is this happening to me? Really?  |
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| I miss my times of lake wading. |
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| How many emo kids does it take to screw in a lightbulb?
None. They like to cry in the dark.
Genius.
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